i found a few more things to say. autonomy, existence, addiction, economic crises, ancient societies, isolation, creativity, fear, maturity, and futility make up the conceptual sum of THE GREED MACHINE. the album is a diverse refrain, a subtle retrospective on all that preceded it, and a look into whatever the future looks like for us. this album feels different to me than my previous work, in a few ways. i released Uncommon Communication with the intention of it being the bookend to that part of my musical life. THE GREED MACHINE picks up the pieces and reinvents my sound in so many different ways, it creates these pillars based on either my existing work or things i’m inspired by, and builds this new view into my outlook. it’s some of my most advanced work, some of my most introspective.
i knew i wasn’t going to abandon music, but i didn’t want to approach it in the same way i used to. i wanted to really have something interesting to explore, a new way to make it, more to say. i think after experiencing in many ways one of the worst years of my life, this album comes to me as an important reminder of who i am, and a proclamation of who i will be. it also comes right at the official quarter century point in my life, where i’ve been faced with some existential questions.
this record experiments a lot in things i’ve never experimented in, and as is said in the album, “if you don’t get it, then it gets you.” it contains some of my proudest work, and surprisingly some of my most memorable and accessible work to date. i hope you enjoy.
and once again
stuck in this dance
i guess the sands of time
have turned to glass and forced my hand
well,
i make my own light
i make a way out
i give myself the right
to rearrange the dots
and write between the lines
i need a
i need a
i need a hand here
i need a
i need a friend
to spread the lie
and watch me write between the lines
well here goes nothing
the cattle prod
you’ll barely feel it
i assure you
negotiations gone awry
and now you’re on the lam
a thousand miles away from where you started
you threw a fire into the sky
and now it’s comin’
down
i make my own light
i make a way out
i give myself the right
to rearrange the dots
and write between the lines
i need a
i need a
i need a hand here
i need a
i need a friend
to spread the lie
and watch me write between the lines
now
i make my own light
i make a way out
i give myself the right
to rearrange the dots
and write between the lines
i need a
i need a
i need a hand here
i need a
i need a friend
to spread the lie
and watch me write between the lines
a mirror image
a loose smile
a sneak peek
a sundial
a subtle hint
a sharp pain
a briefcase
filled with blood
and business cards
the long game
the strep throat
the bad idea
the bank note
do you think?
or do you just
follow orders?
"oh, what a beautiful day"
the synergy
the coffee leaf
the name tag
the polo breed
well gentlemen
please allow me to
introduce myself
you don’t know my name?
the yellow smile
the resumé
the never ending talk of good days
the salt breeze
on white wood
the PCH
the canyon
the washed up movie star,
the girlie pop queen,
the woodstock man from the seventies,
drivin’ from his palace in the palisades,
TO FEED THE GREED MACHINE.
blame a flaw
your gapin’ maw
so many words
no weight at all
a politik
a blackmail ring
a big bribe
a simple thing
you poor thing
if you don’t get it,
then it gets you.
this is over your head
this is performative
you know it’s not real
you know it’s not true
its words to make you kneel
the greed machine (straight from the farm)
the greed machine (they come so fresh)
the greed machine (you can almost trick yourself)
it has to feed (to think it’s flesh)
it has to feed
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the tomboy
the insecurity
the face she changed
the new body
the lifestyles of
the rich and powerful
the summer house
lookin’ good on the tax forms
the secret crying
the hidden habits
the bad dates
the kissy shit
the hand that covers
the flashbulbs of
photographers
you’re not what you think
a greater good
a resonance
a white light
a certain elegance
and gentlemen
please allow me to
introduce myself
you don’t know my name?
the hand shakes
the contracts
the false attempts to try to counteract
the glaciers
the solar flares
and in time
i’ll end up like
the washed up movie star,
the girlie pop queen,
the woodstock man from the seventies,
drivin’ from his palace in the palisades,
TO FEED THE GREED MACHINE.
the nail gun (i’m out of my mind)
the plastic
a farmhouse
the lawyer
it can’t be stopped
someone dies alone tonight
TO FEED THE GREED MACHINE.
blame a flaw
your gapin’ maw
so many words
no weight at all
a politik
a blackmail ring
a big bribe
a simple thing
you poor thing
if you don’t get it,
then it gets you
this is over your head
this is performative (the greed machine)
you know it’s not real (it has to feed)
you know it’s not true (it has to feed)
its words to make you kneel (the greed machine)
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine (straight from the farm)
the greed machine (they come so fresh)
the greed machine (you can almost trick yourself)
it has to feed (to think it’s flesh)
it has to feed
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
the greed machine
and so, what was it all for?
what did your ramblings earn you?
have all your efforts gone to waste?
you’ll accept that, or learn to
and so, what became of you?
did your words carry weight here?
was your time held with value?
or did you just confirm what they feared?
and i fear that i am fading
with just words still remaining
i’m stuck in a lose lose game
existing in a world that forgets you
and i feel that i am failing
if i abandon all i’m creating
so many names have been erased
bodiless and dispossessed
i’m strugglin' for meaning in the mess
of what becomes of us
but oh…
no use for the broken man
they stayed for the open hand
we’re all just flesh and bone anyway
who’ll hear what i say?
and is the knowledge learned or intrinsic?
is the dance strange and rhythmic?
did you ask me what i meant, before i said it?
existing in a world that forgets you
and in structures turned to ashes
and memories half forgotten
lie the last of our ambitions
and labor fruits turned rotten
it looks like i’ll be forgotten
what becomes of us?
oh yes, i’m strugglin’ for meaning in the mess
of what becomes of us
we are so far down the rabbit hole
and i think all this might be changing now
your vices grip you by the veins
and spit you down the gutters
we’re heading down a frightening road again
we are spinning out so far away
and i don’t know where to go from here
you haven’t eased up on the reins
or split apart the clutter
you’re going further than we’ve gone before
does the road lead to safety
or slippin' down the mountainside?
i’m tryin’ to go in after you
and pull you out the spiral
but you might be beyond my reach this time
i don’t know
the people on this world
are nice to start
they smile real wide
but there’s deceit in their heart
they’re here for your downfall
they want you beggin’ in the street
no time for meaning
gotta get up, set up, link up, wrap it up
day and night,
took my spaceship to the big house
they cheered me on
then gave me painful employment
but i think i liked my life
when i was the alien
nobody could take their
eyes off of me
now i got to wear a suit and tie
impress the zeroes
make 'em think i’m one of them
but it’s time to see
i am not
what you want
much too me
nonchalant
i’m a ten
outta one
you’re a dud
amount to none
(i’m from another world, a different world, a real strange world)
when it’s all
business parks
no signs of life
no truth or art
i am not
what you want
much too me
i don’t belong
let’s look at the facts
i used to orbit, i used to fly
i miss my flying object
this planet’s wack,
and now you are gonna die
i am not
what you want
much too me
nonchalant
i’m a ten
outta one
i am fun
(i’ll zap you with my fkn space ray)
and you are yawn
(i’m from another world, a different world, a real strange world)
i’m goin’ back
to my ship
"outer space
fingertip"
(i’m from another world, a different world, a real strange world)
i am not
what you want
much too me
i'm never wrong
i am he
from beyond
if you blink
i am gone
(i’m from another world, a different world, a real strange world)
take your world
i don’t want
i like my
galactic yacht
(i’m from another world, a different world, a real strange world)
i am not
what you want
much too me
i don’t belong
i’m from another world
a different world
a real strange world
an ancient world
of bone and skull
and there stood
an altar
shimmering
a violent bloodletting
a violent bloodletting
an ancient world
at the center of a city
made by ancient rhythmicity
in a gateway to another plane
they promise you a place
you see
little devils dancin’ in a cave
all the ones that you could never save
they sold you a spot in heaven
but you ended up in flames
ahh
you had wished for it to happen
and lamented when it failed
now their eyes are on you all times
so careful what you say
ohh
a temple maze
with an altar where the lambs will lay
what used to be a sacred place
is now a den of thievery
and place of policy
evil debts
manufactured in the name of greed
on a raft in a tumultuous sea
now they’ve captured you for eternity
and it’s washin’ over me
and ahh
you had wished for it to happen
and lamented when it failed
now their eyes are on you all times
so careful what you sayyyyyyyyyy
speak of the devil
speak of the devil
conspirin’ against the world
burned at the stake
burned at the stake
eyes of white
twistin’ fingers restin’ on the hills
giant wings that twist like windmills
little one, did the village burn?
did the evil still return?
and in truth
i confess that i am not to save
all the souls that can’t afford to pay
for a ticket to the promised land
but still they raise their hands
ha ha ha ha ha haaaaaaa
what’s another thousand years to me?
the sands of time wash me away
alien sounds
in a language i can’t understand
million symbols written on their hands
they will guide me through eternity
or tie me to the tree
and now i am
on an altar of brutality
with the blood of ancient men on me
i am sacrifice for all their deeds
and conduit for their need
to please
the deceiver and the maker
the deceiver and the maker
the deceiver and the maker
an ancient world
of bone and skull
i’ve no equal
we are vessels
to the future
original
i’ve no equal
flow in silence
take it outward
play it backward
completely full
strange unnatural
two identical
somethin’ is breakin’ apart
and back again
i’ve no equal
unique people
somethin’ tells me
i’m alone here
i am one
i am more
i’m above
and now i’m below
well yes, thank you.
no i wasn’t saying anything important, anyway.
let’s reconvene at another time.
let’s circle back to this.
it’s all business, you know.
and we must feed the greed machine.
jealousy
is a lie
that tells you
you know what you want
but once you reach
out your hand
and receive the reins
you’re gone
ohh, you want it (but if i could just reach out and touch it)
i know it’s tempting (i’ll be satisfied)
well i’ve warned you
it’s all fun and games ‘till it’s not
well now my hand’s
off the wheel
let’s see what happens now i’m gone
let’s see what happens now i’m gone
well now i don’t
want to say
that i told you this would happen
that i told you this would happen
and even when the world is right
and day has passed into the night
i feel every second slip
away from me in ignorance
and even when the world is right
and day has passed into the night
i feel every second slip
away from me in ignorance
well now i don’t
want to say
that i told you this would happen
that i told you this would happen
and even when the world is right
and day has passed into the night
i feel every second slip
away from me in ignorance
and even when the world is right
and day has passed into the night
i feel every second slip
away from me in ignorance
and even when the world is right
and day has passed into the night
i feel every second slip
away from me in ignorance
and even when the world is right
and day has passed into the night
i feel every second slip
away from me in ignorance
all my life is dumbing myself down
tryin' to connect with nothingness
somehow tryin' to get my mind across
now this feeling, now this anger
it washes over me like a river
and this failure,
it just exists as ink under your skin
an unforeseeable outcome
and what good does it do
to let it fester
to seethe in anger
to seethe in anger
a rage that colors you
someone is tired of the same night over and over
and someone's trying to fall in line
and someone's getting out
and someone is out to get you
something's melting
walls are melting
like a wasp in flame
and sometimes weight won't lift
no words will ease the pain
no matter how soft
all my life is dumbing myself down
tryin' to connect to nothingness
somehow tryin' to get my mind across
sometimes it's easier to cut the line
i'm stuck between two directions
and if i don't look out the window
it all comes back
all my life is dumbing myself down
tryin' to connect to nothingness
somehow tryin' to get my mind across
all my life is dumbing myself down
tryin' to connect with nothingness somehow tryin' to get my mind across
someone is tired of the same night over and over
and someone's trying to fall in line
and someone's getting out
and someone is out to get you
all my life is dumbing myself down
tryin' to connect to nothingness
somehow tryin' to get my mind across
all my life is dumbing myself down
tryin' to connect with nothingness
somehow tryin' to get my mind across
someone is tired of the same night over and over
and someone's trying to fall in line
and someone's getting out
and someone is out to get you
i’m pullin’ on the string
that holds together everything
the world is unraveling
at an alarming rate
what if the sky tears?
what if the wind blows me away?
you'll still be there to attack
pay the toll, and pay the tax
and oh,
i’m pullin’ on the string
to reattach
to come in focus
and separate
you see it with your own two eyes
they say
“can you keep a secret?”
now you’re skating on thin ice
in lies,
you don’t know what’ll come into the light
but if you say it,
if you say it
they say it’s a lie,
they say it’s false
ahh, you’re puttin’ up a wall
if one comes down
the rest are soon to fall
the silent skeptic’s seein’ red
he’s met his match and beat his equal
but he knows down inside his head
he’ll never design
a way from underneath his house of lies
there’s something sinister lurkin’ in the shadow
creepin’ round the corner and listenin’ in
are you dead, or are you alive?
you never know
the being hears you try to buy some time
it’s all hushed voices,
candid cameras
it’s being lied to,
to your face (the weight is too much)
you know if the being meets your eye
you’re dead alive
you want to, but you can't give up the fight
but if you say it,
if you say it
they say it’s a lie,
they say it’s false
ahh, you’re puttin’ up a wall
if one comes down
the rest are soon to fall
return
return
return
return
and return
but if you say it,
if you say it (i’m on my last legs)
they say it’s a lie,
they say it’s false (they got me for good this time)
ahh, you see the being fall
if he goes down
the dark will take us all